assalamualaikum. alhamdulillah. this is my 50th post since i involve in this blogging world. and this is the most sad story that i ever want to share with u guys,all my followers and all my blog's readers. i didn't get the offer to foundation in Tesl. what i'd got was dip in accountancy. the thing that i'm not interested very much. so the best is further my study in matriculation college. but the worst is,he didn't get any offer from upu. yet he got the offer from the same matriculation as me. my mom always ask me about him. i don't know what kind of answers i can give to my mom. if i go to the matrix,maybe i'll meet him there. if he study there also,how i can study if everyday i'll see his face. the one that i loved so much. i'd tried to forget him. but i can't. it's been 4 months since we're broke up. i need someone in my life. i need him. but i know that i won't be with him.
and the worst thing that ever happen in my life since this 18th years i live,i've been involved in an accident at simpang pulai last 20th may 2012. kepala aku terkena cermin depan kereta. retak cermin tu. kakak saudara aku cakap that crush was so hard. kalau tak cermin tu takkan retak. after the accident,aku mengantuk sgt. then aku cakap kat kawan aku yang aku nak tidur kejap. but i can't sleep. even take a nap. after one hour aku pening kepala. sampai hari ni aku still pening kepala. it was so terrible. mak aku suruh gi hospital. tp aku tak nak. hope nothing will happen to me. insyaallah..
see u guys next post. pray for me. thanks a lot for read me. assalamualaikum.
